It’s been 5 months since my Wife made the decision to take her own life. Since that time I’ve tried to live. I’ve tried to move forward and be a father to my children. I’ve tried to fill the gap that she’s left in my life. Some of these attempts were healthy, like exercise. Some not so much.
I decided to start this blog to share my life, my experiences, and my thoughts with anyone who wants to read it. I’ll probably tell some stories about Christine but the purpose is to explore what happens next. What happens when the person you love more than anyone else in the world leaves you behind.
I’ll start by filling in the blanks. What happened since Christine left me. And yes, I know that’s selfish. ‘Left me’. I know she left us, all of us, but that’s not what I’m here to discuss.
Thanks for reading. Welcome to the shit show.