Last night I dreamed of Christine. I hadn’t seen her since very early on the morning of October 22nd.
I was the one who was going to die. We all knew it was coming. It was my choice. I wrote a letter to all of my loved ones and everyone was celebrating my departure as a natural and happy event. I told the kids goodbye, that I loved them. Then I told Christine good bye. She saw me off and smiled at me as I made my way to the Undiscovered Country.
Me: I love you!
Her: I love you!
I woke up and wept.
Surviving Suicide - Life After Death 
I can’t imagine what you’re going through Ben, I am so sorry. My spouse attempted once and almost succeeded. I can’t imagine how you’re feeling.
Your wife is beautiful xo
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Thank you. I read some of your posts. You’ve had a very tough go yourself. I am very happy your spouse didn’t succeed. And yes, she was so beautiful.
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Made me cry x
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Me too. A lot
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Hugs x
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