If you’re suffering from suicidal thoughts please pick up your phone and call 1 800 273-8255. The people at The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline are standing by and want to help.
Suicide survivors also have resources available. I freely admit that I haven’t done a good job seeking them out and taking advantage of them but as I find anything helpful I will post it here.
I’ve been told the Hot Young Widows Club is a good place to connect. I’m currently waiting for my membership to be approved but will report back.